The "Not So Happy" Side of the Situation...

   After wiping my tears from the first post, I decided to write some more. Drug dealers want you to see all the good and nothing of the bad. Once again, this is a little of my personal life. Please don't get offended, or feel sorry for me. It's a little late now.
    Before my experience with Methamphetamine: This was me.

• I had a full time job working as a CNA at the local nursing home.
• I had some of the most AMAZING friends in the world, I have been blessed enough to get some of them back. Others, I will never truely know again.
• I was a worship singer at my UPC church.
• At one time I had plans of attending Bible College.
• I never missed a church service, ever.

     I truely had everything going for me. I really did. Meth or any drugs rather was the cause of me losing alot. You may ask, what caused her to do drugs? Depression. I lost my older sister three days before my eighteenth birthday. I didn't hit a club on my birthday, I attended a funeral. I had lived perfect for seven years. I believed in God with all I had. When my sister died, I got bitter, angry, and lost all of my faith in God. I went CRAZY.

     I sure partied after that. I popped any pill handed to me. Smoked anything given to me. I have so many nights I don't remember. I should have died in all that craziness. But I didn't. In three months I went from UPC church girl to most recent for getting fired for failing a drug test at the nursing home. Party in a cup. There went my income, and i was about to lose alot more...

Gotta go wipe my tears some more.

Love to All,
PrincessAddiction1031