Curiosity's What Killed the Cat..

     Well, Here I was doing so good. And I roll upon two tudors that I used to use to smoke foils with. I don't know if you know this but, Meth packs itself inside tudors when you smoke it, and you can run water through it. And still shoot it. Well, I was curious....

     And it was well worth it.

-PrincessAddiction1031

A New Year and A Few Changes Made :)

Hello World! So it's a new year. 2012. Life is what you make it. Thats for sure. Anyways, an update!

I have just gotten my GED, and my boyfriend and I have moved to a new location. He's got a job. & I'm trying to get one. Things have really started to look up for me. I've been clean, and living a happy life. It feels good to be back. :) Muahhaha! :)

-PrincessAddiction1031

GED and Shadow.

     Hello my dear readers. It's me again. I just wnted to share a little of my good news! I'm going back to school to get my G.E.D. I am so excited. I went this morning for orientation. Then tomarrow I go back for my second day orientation. Then I will be a student again. It was so fun to say I "just got home from school'' earlier. But anyways, I am super duper excited. Hopefully, by October I will have my GED and I can start looking into going to college and applying for scholorships and etc. I got big big goals!! :)
     Also, I got a seven month old toy poodle puppy. Her name is "Shadow." She is a silver color.She is very skiddish at times too. But I got her house broke and everything. I love her! :) In just two days she has became my best friend!!

Love you guys,
-PrincessAddiction1031

Addiction Poem

A SHOT TO KILL THE PAIN.

A PILL TO DRAIN THE SHAME.

A PURGE TO STOP THE GAIN.

A CUT TO BREAK THE VEIN.

A SMOKE TO EASE THE CRAVE.

A DRINK TO WIN THE GAME.

AN ADDICTION'S AN ADDICTION BECAUSE IT ALWAYS HURTS THE SAME...

Random Girl

Hey guys! :) I just wanted to share a link to "Random Girl's" Blog. She has recently posted 2 new blogs that are definately worth sharing. I want to commend her for "Speaking Out" for what she believes in... What I believe in. You see it's really not fair how us "Drug Users" are looked down on. Have you ever took the time to listen to our views? Well, She says some things in her blogs I agree with so strongly. She couldn't have worded it aany better. So I decided it was worth sharing. Kudos to Random Girl and Her Blog : Meth and Me; Diary of a Tweaker.

Articles:

Prison Flashbacks & Our "Justice System" - Part 1

http://me-and-meth.blogspot.com/2011/08/prison-flashbacks-syringe-access-laws.html

Our "Justice System" - Part 2

http://me-and-meth.blogspot.com/2011/08/our-justice-system-part-2.html

Addiction from Hell (A poem by PrincessAddiction1031)

   A little bit before you read:

I wrote the poem "Addiction from Hell" a few months ago. It is very personal to me and I have decided to share it. This poem was writted while I was going through my withdrawls. I felt alone. The needle was my best friend at that time. The poem is basically centered around "Shooting Up Meth." Feel free to leave comments.

Addiction from Hell

Written by: PrincessAddiction1031

Date: 5/9/2011

What is this voice I hear calling my name?

It's sharp, horrid screams are reaching out for my vein.

I try to avoid it, I try not to reply,

It continues to own me, especially when I cry.

Why do I keep giving in?

Why won't it go away?

It's love, it's sweet addiction reminds me it's here to stay.

It's power surrounds me, it's evil every day, every night.

Temptation, such a struggle,

Even then, do I fight.

Just one hit, my mood becomes new.

I keep a smile, and even make love a ittle too.

I will surrender, just one more time, again.

A prick, a prod, but this time it's in.

Here I go, I'm starting to fly.

My heart is racing, but I know why.

 A shot of Methamphetamine.

I'm sorry loved ones, I really tried.

The End.

A Song For The Moment:

Get Out Alive- Three Days Grace

Yummy In My Tummy Reminds Me of When Food Didn't Matter to Me Much..

     Well I am back again.  Today I went grocery shopping. This will probably be a boring post for you but I am very bored. I was thinking earlier about how when you do meth, alot of times, it's hard to eat afterwards. Thats why you lose so much weight. I remember I used to drink Sunny D and eat anything I was craving, just to have something in me. I would sometimes go 3 or 4 days without eating anything. It was very hard to stay hydrated. One time I even passed out while driving, luckily the person I was with helped me, and got his friend to bring me food right down the road so I could get my blood sugar back up. I have found that while going through withdraws I love to eat noodles, and I ate EVERY 5 minutes. LOL. It's like you gotta catch up on the missed sleep and not eating! I love my sleep and food now. Anyways, Enough for now. I'm gunna go start fixing myself dinner. :) It's kinda lonely ccoking for just yourself, but, ya kinow. I pray for the homeless, addicts on the street that they get shelter and food for the night. Tweakers need love too! :)

-PrincessAddiction1031

P.s. Anyone got any stories or anything they'd like me to post on my blog. Or even anything interesting you've found. E-mail me at princessaddiction1031@yahoo.com :) <3